As women we want and need to feel sexy, be sexy, and look sexy. I have never been seen as “sexy” really, only “cute”. I am short. 5’2 I’m fairly petite, though, ya know, not like I have been at times. (Gotta get on that exercise!) I don’t have big tits. I have small tits. I really like my tits, but that is another post. I have more of a round face, rather than with prominent cheekbones. I have a “cute” little nose, big eyes, and really, really tiny ears. I’m also somewhat naive. Or rather I have a naive nature. I often don’t “get it”. Even though I am quite intelligent with a 4 year degree and a professional job. I also have a bad habit of announcing really quickly that I don’t get it, which reveals my naivety. (That is because I want to be in the know. Who doesn’t, right?) My parents and sisters are conservative and basically, most of my life, I’m a bit conservative, too. Oh, I also wear glasses….the secretary, librarian, teacher-type glasses. My Master likes my glasses and doesn’t encourage me to get contacts. (Sometimes I wonder if that is also partly because I can’t see a freakin’ thing without my glasses and he likes to be the one to take my glasses off…either sometimes for sex, or at bed. That being another way he can control me. 🙂 ) I have always been seen as prim and proper and definitely not “wild”.
That used to bug me. Not anymore…especially when my someone says something about how innocent I am and then my Master whispers in my ear, “If they only knew!!!”