Where would you sleep if there were 3 in the bed?

I would prefer not to be in the middle, because I think I might be a tad claustrophobic. I have no problem with being tied up, that I know of. And I like being blindfolded. I also like to have a fan blowing on my face at night.

I would prefer that my Master sleep in the middle. 🙂

Poly on my Mind

My Master and I have talked many times over the years about having another more permanent person in our lives. I would love to have a “sister-sub”. At least I think I might be able to enjoy that. My Master definitely wants another submissive and has always made that clear to me. He would like to have someone that is bisexual for me to play with as well as to serve him. Someone who would live with us as a “roommate” and perhaps be domestic. Anyway, I’ve always felt quite apprehensive, but on the other hand, most importantly want to keep my Master as happy as I possibly can. He tells me that I will always be number one and that we will always play together. I am so jealous at the thought of him spending time with someone else, whether sexual or not. I suppose it is something that I will have to learn how to cope with.

Any suggestions for learning to cope?

Auctioned for Charity?

Have you ever thought about what it would be like to be auctioned off? I’ve read some stories that sounded very interesting. The women are silent and naked and chained and on stage for display, while buyers peruse the merchandise, commenting, maybe touching, maybe not. Later, each woman is displayed one at a time for the actual auction. Their bios are read and then they are auctioned to the highest bidder.

I would be scared to death in reality. However, if my Master were in charge and it was only temporary, I would comply – only because I know that he would have checked it all out beforehand and stipulated that no real harm would come to me. It would be hard in reality to ensure that among strangers.

If it were a safe environment, then being auctioned like that would be so humiliating. I’m sure that I would feel immensely submissive because of the complete lack of control and being seen as an object of merchandise.

What do you think?

Animal Roleplay

The main three animals that I have read about in BDSM play are ponies, puppies, and kittens. My Master, I don’t think, is that much into animal role play. He has bought a dog collar for me which I have worn on occasion, as well as a leash. Mostly, in accordance with puppy or dog play, has been his power over me to make me bark, which I hate! He does enjoy humiliating me that way.

I really haven’t been all that interested in animal play, probably due to the fact that my Master doesn’t seem interested in it. However, I have read some stories that did seem interesting. I think that I can find stories interesting even though I may not be interested in doing them myself. The pony play doesn’t interest me, especially when I’ve actually seen women portraying a pony and actually pulling a little cart. I just don’t think, that I am strong enough for that. Plus I’m pretty little at just 5’2. It would be extremely humiliating, though. I also have seen a lot of pictures of anal plugs with beautiful hair tails. Honestly, that might be somewhat fun/beautiful but also humiliating. The puppy play that I’ve read about really interested me in a few stories and I think it was because of the humiliation factor. Also, because it seemed sooo taboo. I remember reading this one story where this girl was made to get up in the morning, and was taken out to pee in the yard! Oh, my goodness, that was humiliating. And then because she had gotten pee on herself, her Master sprayed her off with a hose. (The hose spray sounds humiliating and could really put me in a submissive mode, I think, except for the fact that I couldn’t stand the cold water!) The kitten play appeals to me in the sense that some of the stories that I’ve read portrayed the kitten curled up and being petted and that appeals to me. Basically, I think the part that appeals to me is not the kitten play, per se, but the cuddling. I also liked the thought of being made to curl up in a big cat bed – also, more the submission factor. And for some reason, all these animal play things that I’ve seen, the girls are all naked except for accessories and being naked makes me feel somewhat uncomfortable and therefore more submissive.