Five Guys and Two Girls

12am – I’ve got my pajamas on, brushed my teeth, settled in my bed for some brain yoga before turning out the lights.  yaaaawwwn.

Then, my Master tells me that he has a date for us, like right now!  (?!?!?!)

There is a little get together going on across town.  Four guys and one girl are having fun and we are going over to join them.  Okay.  First, I’m thinking.  Yikes!  I always get so nervous and scared when going over to play somewhere.  I worry about the same things you might imagine.  As I’m getting out of my pajamas and into some jeans and a shirt and my high heels and putting on makeup and a little jewelry and brushing my hair, I’m thinking…

Do I look okay? Wonder if I’ll be thought of as attractive?  (After all, I’m 48 and I could stand to lose 10 pounds.) Will it be fun?  Will I feel weird and out of place or will it all be good?  Will the girl mind if I am cutting in on her center of attention?

On top of all those questions, I also have anxiety about the fact that I’m on my period and so I won’t be fucking anyone.  I will, in fact, want to keep my pants on.  I will only be cock sucking, which my Master made clear to the host.

After I get dressed, and my Master is jumping in the shower, I drink a 1/2 can of soda to give me some caffeine and then my Master has poured me a glass of wine, which I down to calm my nerves.  My Master reassures me and tells me that I will be fine and that I can take it.  I like the feeling of being made to do these things.  It calms me.

We get there and my Master walks right in the door!  I’m assuming he was told to come on in.  We walk towards the moaning and into a large bedroom, where porn is happening live!  oh, wow! Everyone is naked.  The host says, to come on in and take our clothes off.  Two guys and the girl are on the bed. Arms and legs and moaning everywhere.  Two guys are standing by the bed, watching and stroking their cocks.

My Master tells me to go over and introduce myself to the guys watching.  I really don’t know what to do.  I move a little closer.  My Master goes to use the toilet and tells me that he meant for me to suck cock.  So, feeling a little sheepish, I get on my knees and start sucking the nearest cock.

I LOVE sucking cock.  I took turns sucking all the guys cocks, I think, except one.  He was totally interested in being right beside his girl, the other girl who was getting fucked on the bed.  I thoroughly enjoyed the cock sucking.  I can just use my skills, try to do my best and make my Master proud.  I don’t have to think, only listen to my Master telling to switch up or whatever.  He kept bragging about how good I was.  I was a little worried that I was not going to meet up to his bragging.  Then my Master had me to eat the girl’s pussy for awhile.  She had a very good body, small boobs, and a tiny pussy.  She tasted very good and I enjoyed sucking her clit, her lips and licking her from clit to ass as well as sticking my tongue in as deep as I could.

My Master is so awesome.  I really saw it last night.  He is so calm and cool and confident.  I really love that about him.  He really ALWAYS brings a relaxed atmosphere to every occasion.  He also has a great sense of humor, which helps everyone else to relax, too.  It helps me to relax and have a good time.  I know for a fact, that if I were with ANYONE else, that I don’t know if I could feel relaxed enough to have a good time.  In fact, I’m not sure I could make it through the door of a situation like that.  Not only do I feel more relaxed, (And let me tell you, you would never know that because much to my dismay, I turn into a giggling little girl, which I hate, and I’m trying to get over.) but also I know that he will watch over me and protect me.

3am – Everyone was exhausted.  Everyone else except us had been there and banging for hours before we arrrived.  They began to wrap things up, get dressed, and get ready to go home.

What a night! I enjoyed the attention.  I enjoyed more so, the attention that I was giving.  It seemed I was pleasing.  Most of all, my Master seemed pleased with me.  That is what I crave and need, most of all.  🙂

TMI Tuesday

“The emotions aren’t always immediately subject to reason,
but they are always immediately subject to action”

Quote from philosopher-pyschologist William James

Laughter: What makes you laugh?

Lots of things make me laugh. My Master is hilarious and makes me laugh all the time. I think humor is very, very important!

Anger: This past week, who or what really pissed you off? What happened?

Honestly, I can’t really think of anything that pissed me off this week. I guess I did get somewhat mad at a friend who told me she would have to check her calendar in response to my lets get together (coworker not a sex partner). And then she never got back to me. I felt mad and rejected. awwww. oh, well, onward.

Fear: What phobia did you have but overcame?

I used to be deathly afraid of heights and I’ve somewhat overcome that. (The helicopter ride in the Bahamas kind of cured me. LOL)

Surprise: Recently, what unexpected act or behavior did you experience in your sex life?

Um, well, the last time we went on a playdate, I was actually on my period. I had a tampon in and still wanted to play, but only like me giving oral and so forth. Surprisingly, the woman of the couple we were playing with fucked me in the ass with a strap on dildo. I was surprised, but went with it as my Master was encouraging me. Also, Master bought me a really cute sundress!

Trust: Many on-going relationships have a certain predictability about them. Does that certainty translate into trust?

I’m not sure about that. I mean I totally trust my Master, but he is definitely not always predictable.

Excitement: Who do you excite?

I hope that I excite my Master. And I also hope that I excite whatever play partners we encounter.

Bonus: What intimate activity do you share with your partner, something that is meaningful to your relationship? For example Sunday breakfast in bed, cooking, maintenance spanking, etc.

There are sooo many things! I serve him coffee in bed and we often sit beside each other and get on our computers and converse and share as we do. We also text like crazy to each other. We spend a LOT of time together and we never tire of it. We’ve been married for 8 years! Things only get better.

Phone Call to “Callie” and “Conner”

Last night, my Master told me that we would be talking to a couple of which he had described to me at an earlier time. I was very surprised, actually, and had forgotten all about them. “Callie” was Dominant and “Conner” was submissive. This was interesting as I had never been in contact with a real life couple where the male was submissive. “Callie” was also a switch and so my Master said that in scenario, he would dominate all of us, and that there would be some domination by “Callie” of me. Oooo…that sounded interesting! I’ve never had that experience, thought, really, I feel I’ve had so little experience anyway. I was also interested in a male sub, thinking maybe friendship as a sub? I don’t know. Anyway, I was sitting on my bed, looking at blogs, checking and writing in my own blog, while my Master sat in on the bed, playing a game on his phone. Then the phone buzzed as the phone call came through. I instantly became petrified. I watched my Master as he chatted with “Callie” for a moment and then handed the phone to me. UGH!!! I said hello, but then really didn’t know what to say. She asked me what I was doing tonight and I said blogging and then she asked me what I was blogging about. I froze up because not only was I nervous, but also didn’t want to say that I was blogging about the upcoming phone call. It’s like I have three worlds that I live in – One, the real world that everyone sees. One where I work and have a family and watch movies. Then there is the one where we meet up with other people and share fun together, but I keep my job and so forth quiet from this world. Then there is the blogging world where I describe the worlds two and three, but still am not sure the twain should meet, you know? I already let it slip that I was on wordpress. Yikes! Maybe I’m being too paranoid? Anyway, I asked her what she was up to and honestly, I don’t remember what she said! My Master commented something and she asked what he said and YES! that gave me the perfect out and so I handed the phone back to my Master. Shew! The rest of the phone call was pretty much unknown to me, save what my Master was saying. He talked to her for a long time, more than an hour. He also talked to “Conner”. I was somewhat disturbed by the talk because he was telling “Conner” that he was not a man and that he had such a little cock that he could not satisfy “Callie” and that he, my Master, was going to show him how it was done. While he talked, my Master told me to put up my computer and told me to pay attention to his cock. I played with his cock and balls and then he told me to lick and suck his balls and cock. I probably did that for about 1/2 hour. My Master was hard from the beginning of the phone call, obviously turned on by the phone call and talk. I began to get turned on by his cock! While talking he asked me questions, like was I going to eat her pussy like a good girl, to which I replied yes. He described what I was doing to him to “Callie” and asked what “Conner” was doing, and “Conner was eating her pussy and wanted to cum, but was told no. Then he told me to get on his cock and fuck him and then back to sucking and then again fucking and oh, my Master was so hard and big and both times I had a hard time working my pussy down onto his cock, but it felt sooo good. I love to fuck his really hard cock. Finally, my Master came and then talked a bit more and then the connection was lost somehow. My Master gave me the vibrator and I came about 4 times. mmmmmmmm….very nice evening.

But then I had to ask him about what I was slightly disturbed about. I asked him why he was talking to “Conner” that way, demeaning and humiliating him. (I suspected that he “Conner” liked it, but I wanted to be sure.) He confirmed my thoughts and said that “Conner” enjoyed humiliation and wanted to see his wife fucked by other men. My Master told me that his cock got hard at these kind of statements. Ohhhhh. Ok…well, you see, I can relate there. I also like humiliation, I think. My Master has only used a little with me and actually may not have even known that what he said I took as humiliation and that it turned me on.

So, “Conner” enjoyed humiliation and my Master also said he enjoyed cuckolding. I must look it up. Cuckolding basically just means the wife has sex with other men, but I like this term.

cuckolding princess
A woman who is a cuckoldress and expects more than just another man to have sex with. This woman believes her husband or boyfriend isn’t worthy of her body so she leaves him in the cold while she finds other men to play around with. It’s usually an open relationship where he knows all about her lovers. Her husband or boyfriend might even help her get ready and pay for the date as well while he sits at home alone and waits for her big date to end. He might even watch the outcome or more if the cuckolding princess allows him to.

My Master showed me a couple of pictures of “Callie” and she really has a beautiful body. So, if we met up and played together, it could be very interesting. I will keep you updated. 🙂

Friday Night with “Alex”

Of course that is not his REAL name. My Master set up a date for us to meet up with Alex to play. He was described as a young man who was submissive and bisexual. We were to meet near his place. I was very nervous. We parked the car and Master came around to my side of the car and opened the door. I stepped out and held His hand as we walked toward the meeting destination.

Alex was VERY tall. He was 6’6″ with blond wavy, just below the chin length hair. He wore wire glasses and looked like a quiet intellectual. My Master greeted him and we followed him on foot to his place. It was very small. The place was filled with a warm ambience– with a candle burning and Pandora playing on his large computer screen. We sat down on his couch with him, chatted briefly and my Master told me to let him have a look. I stood up in front of Alex and slowly turned, feeling quite a flush come over me. I was embarrassed at being in the spotlight. Then my Master told me to let him have a BETTER look. So I slowly removed my pants, my shirt, and my bra and socks. I was commando tonight. I looked at Alex and he was so nervous and shy, I could see that. I smiled at him, but he only smiled briefly back. But his eyes didn’t leave my body, so I think he was pleased. Then my Master told him that it was his turn. He got up and removed his clothing very nervously, revealing a very trim, slim build and a very black hairy chest. I didn’t think it matched his blond head hair and hairless face. He also revealed no erection. I wondered at this. Was he too nervous for an erection? Was my body not a turn on for him? Was he more interested in my Master?

My Master then told me to make him feel more comfortable. I went over to him and planted a couple of kisses on his chest and let my hands roam across his shoulders, chest, and back. I noticed stubble on his back and thought, wow, he must really be hairy. And then I wondered if he had someone help him to shave his back or what? I started thinking, why shave your back? I am thinking, either embrace your hairy back or have it waxed. I personally love hairy chest and body, but I prefer to suck a shaved cock. Alex’s cock and balls were shaved. My breasts were very much at cock level. I rubbed my little tits across his now hard cock. I let my hands wander down his body to his genitals and then I kneeled and began to suck his cock and balls. His cock and balls were much smaller than my Masters. He seemed to enjoy my work. I sucked him more and soon my Master instructed me get out a condom, open the package and give it to Alex. My master directed me to fuck him and I continued to suck and fuck him.

Throughout the next couple hours, I continued to follow Masters instructions. After some time, Alex really began to wear out and I think he was having trouble keeping an erection by now. So my Master decided it was time to end the play. My Master asked him how many orgasms he had and he said three. Then he said multiple. I was very surprised to hear that because I hadn’t tasted any cum at any time during our sex. I also didn’t notice any cum in the first condom which I was told to throw away.

My Master did not undress, nor attempt at all to join in for most of the time. That, of course, was his prerogative. He said he enjoyed watching us. At one point, he did start fucking me while I sucked Alex’s cock. Later my Master said that he enjoyed watching. He told me that I looked so tiny next to this giant. His little girl! He told me I was a good girl for doing as he asked.

We said our goodbyes, thanking each other for a wonderful time and then Alex gave my Master an email in which to get in touch again. I AM a good girl indeed.

Essay Chore #1 from Master (2nd attempt)

From Master:  Hello MY baby,

  So seeing that repost you put up on your blog gave me an idea. So here is how this is going to work. I am going to send you a series of photos. I want you to look at each one one at a time. I want you to look at the first picture for a full minute. Afterwards I want you to write a small paragraph describing what you see in the photo (I don’t mean the obvious visual) and how what you see makes you feel. Then move on to the next photo. So if you have any questions be sure to ask.

Following are the pictures oo-la-la and my responses to Master:

This picture is certainly erotic and speaks of some activities that you have referred to before.  I picture myself in this photo/3-some.  I would be the girl who is licking the ass of the girl on top. I am playing with and guiding Master’s cock into the girl on top.  I fantasize that these two girls are friends and both are subs and both enjoy their Master and I enjoy serving my Master by serving him the girl as well as serving the girl.  Makes me very excited! 

I like the way the girl receiving seems to be really enjoying what the giver is giving!  I know that I’ve been told before that I can eat pussy well and I remember a couple experiences where the girl really seemed to be enjoying me.  Then there have been other experiences where I wasn’t sure.  It is nice to know that you are doing a good job.  I would want to do a good job to serve my Master in this way.  Regarding the technique – it looks like the girl is licking her clit as well as possibly fingering her?  As the receiver, you know how extremely sensitive my clit is, so I would have to be really turned on for anything other than gentle licks on my protected clit.  Of course I love being fingered.  In the few experiences that I have had with other girl’s pussies, I have been more of a mouth ON clit and sucking and tongue in sort of pussy-eater.  🙂

This looks totally fun!  Also, totally humiliating…yikes!  Also, scary!!  First of all, if I was to be in this scene, there are only 2 places that I could be, based on my personality. I could not be the woman delivering the slap. I could be the woman that is helping with the vibrator OR the one being tortured. I have always wanted to experience some electricity torture.  I would like to know how it feels.  I want to know how much it hurts or does it?  I’m assuming that it does, but, of course, pain is pleasure in many respects.  I wonder what the purpose is of each of the wires and I wonder how it is being applied.  The only really scary thing for me in this scene is that I have such a sensitive clit that it might hurt for someone to be applying a vibrator to my pussy, unless they know me enough.  I can’t have direct contact with my exposed clit – meaning it is too sensitive to be touched without the hood covering, which is why when I use the vibrator on myself, or when I rub and play with myself, I don’t touch my clit, but rather I play with my hood.  It bothers my that I have such a sensitive clit, but on the other hand, I have really, really intense screaming orgasms and I’m able to have multiple orgasms with a vibrator.  So, in conclusion, I wouldn’t want to be this vulnerable and tied up with people that I didn’t know well, unless someone was there to guide them.  🙂
This picture seems to represent real liking or caring and not just sex.  Perhaps these two are close friends.  Perhaps they share a lot of things in addition to sex.  Perhaps they also share deep friendship.  Perhaps they share a Master and perhaps they are so close that they share ecstasy over the common goal of pleasing their Master.  Perhaps they are actually proud of one another for each other’s part in a scene.  Perhaps jealousy is not an issue in serving their Master, because though one truly loves the Master as a soulmate, the other truly loves her likeness.  🙂
Wow, perhaps I should copy and paste my previous notation.  This truly looks like a pair of friends having a good time together.  Perhaps exercising together.   Perhaps their Master requires them to walk and hold hands as they do so for exercise.  They look like they are talking and laughing.  Reminds me of good times that I had with childhood friends. 
In this picture, I love the way she is adoring the tattoo, which reminds me…I still want some tattoos!!!!  Perhaps the tattoo is one that is picked out by the other girl, or perhaps it has a meaning that goes deeper…maybe they are laotong?  😉