12am – I’ve got my pajamas on, brushed my teeth, settled in my bed for some brain yoga before turning out the lights. yaaaawwwn.
Then, my Master tells me that he has a date for us, like right now! (?!?!?!)
There is a little get together going on across town. Four guys and one girl are having fun and we are going over to join them. Okay. First, I’m thinking. Yikes! I always get so nervous and scared when going over to play somewhere. I worry about the same things you might imagine. As I’m getting out of my pajamas and into some jeans and a shirt and my high heels and putting on makeup and a little jewelry and brushing my hair, I’m thinking…
Do I look okay? Wonder if I’ll be thought of as attractive? (After all, I’m 48 and I could stand to lose 10 pounds.) Will it be fun? Will I feel weird and out of place or will it all be good? Will the girl mind if I am cutting in on her center of attention?
On top of all those questions, I also have anxiety about the fact that I’m on my period and so I won’t be fucking anyone. I will, in fact, want to keep my pants on. I will only be cock sucking, which my Master made clear to the host.
After I get dressed, and my Master is jumping in the shower, I drink a 1/2 can of soda to give me some caffeine and then my Master has poured me a glass of wine, which I down to calm my nerves. My Master reassures me and tells me that I will be fine and that I can take it. I like the feeling of being made to do these things. It calms me.
We get there and my Master walks right in the door! I’m assuming he was told to come on in. We walk towards the moaning and into a large bedroom, where porn is happening live! oh, wow! Everyone is naked. The host says, to come on in and take our clothes off. Two guys and the girl are on the bed. Arms and legs and moaning everywhere. Two guys are standing by the bed, watching and stroking their cocks.
My Master tells me to go over and introduce myself to the guys watching. I really don’t know what to do. I move a little closer. My Master goes to use the toilet and tells me that he meant for me to suck cock. So, feeling a little sheepish, I get on my knees and start sucking the nearest cock.
I LOVE sucking cock. I took turns sucking all the guys cocks, I think, except one. He was totally interested in being right beside his girl, the other girl who was getting fucked on the bed. I thoroughly enjoyed the cock sucking. I can just use my skills, try to do my best and make my Master proud. I don’t have to think, only listen to my Master telling to switch up or whatever. He kept bragging about how good I was. I was a little worried that I was not going to meet up to his bragging. Then my Master had me to eat the girl’s pussy for awhile. She had a very good body, small boobs, and a tiny pussy. She tasted very good and I enjoyed sucking her clit, her lips and licking her from clit to ass as well as sticking my tongue in as deep as I could.
My Master is so awesome. I really saw it last night. He is so calm and cool and confident. I really love that about him. He really ALWAYS brings a relaxed atmosphere to every occasion. He also has a great sense of humor, which helps everyone else to relax, too. It helps me to relax and have a good time. I know for a fact, that if I were with ANYONE else, that I don’t know if I could feel relaxed enough to have a good time. In fact, I’m not sure I could make it through the door of a situation like that. Not only do I feel more relaxed, (And let me tell you, you would never know that because much to my dismay, I turn into a giggling little girl, which I hate, and I’m trying to get over.) but also I know that he will watch over me and protect me.
3am – Everyone was exhausted. Everyone else except us had been there and banging for hours before we arrrived. They began to wrap things up, get dressed, and get ready to go home.
What a night! I enjoyed the attention. I enjoyed more so, the attention that I was giving. It seemed I was pleasing. Most of all, my Master seemed pleased with me. That is what I crave and need, most of all. 🙂