I don’t think that I have any one particular overriding fantasy. I enjoy basically any kind of control over me. I particularly think about being controlled in public, though usually far away from where I live to prevent running into coworkers or family or neighbors. In these fantasies, I often imagine that I am wearing sexy simple clothing such as a skirt and tank or tank dress and for some reason, my Master is not pleased with me, even if it is something that I didn’t do on purpose, and as punishment he might make me lift my skirt to reveal no panties and a smooth pussy. As he berates me, he spanks my pussy to my total humiliation, particularly since someone could easily see, increasing my humiliation. However, I comply because I must. I want to please my Master as well as not make him angrier – this, a fear, that increases the wetness of my pussy. I am further humiliated by the fact that I cannot help but be aroused, wet, and wanting to cum.
I also fantasize about my Master spanking or whipping or otherwise torturing me for his pleasure only. Of course I want/need to be punished when I disobey or displease my Master (and he doesn’t do this enough), but also when he just wants to! Perhaps he is stressed out or mad at someone else, but tells me that he must punish me in order to relieve his stress or because he is displeased with someone/something else. I feel this as serving even more so! And since I love to serve in this manner, it is a huge turnon.
What do you think?